Pork chops with Poblano Creme Sauce

Eric was on the East end of town at Westridge picking up some pork chops. (Did you notice that I was not a vegetarian for very long?). I was on the West side near Farmer and the Cook.

Olivia has just put out the most beautiful selection of dried chilies and she is carrying anchovies.

She fed me the most Delicious tomato with some mozzarella and basil mixture in her kitchen. Tasting anything Olivia makes inspires one back into the kitchen. So, based on what I could get at FNC today, the menu tonight was this:

Pork chops with Poblano Creme Sauce
Steamed Green Beans with Lemon and Dillweed
Roasted Potatoes sliced Chip Style

I posted the green beans below.
You know how to roast potatoes.

Here is how I made the sauce for the Chops.

1. Boil some water and pour over 3 dried Poblano Chilies to hydrate. (Let sit 30 minutes)

2. Meanwhile, mince up a big shallot from Steve and Olivia's Farm.

3. Mince up a few anchovies.

4. Mince up some garlic.

5. When chilies are ready, remove seeds and veins and mince up. (Note: the poblanos were not as hot as I wanted them to be so I wish I had left the seeds in. Each chili is different, so experiment). Mix the garlic, anchovies, and chili into a paste.

6. Heat some olive oil in a pan and pan roast the peppered porkchops to brown on both sides. (I cover the pan to keep the splatter down and hurry up the cooking inside the meat). Remove chops to a plate.

7. Add shallots to the pan. Stir. Add chili paste to the pan and stir. I let it cook for about a minute. Add a little brandy or other choice cooking liqueur to deglaze the pan. Add some beef broth. Allow to simmer. I tasted it and it was not hot enough, so I added some red pepper flakes. Add some heavy whipping creme. Allow to reduce.

8. I put the chops back in for a little bit to steam in the creme sauce.

Then, to serve. I put the beans and the potatoes on a plate. Put the chop on top and spooned some of the sauce over.

Coming Back to the Vegetarian Campfire

I pay very close attention to my dreams. Several months ago I had a dream that made it clear to me that drinking was not my path and so I stopped.

Last week I embarked on a process called "Active Imagination." I recommend Robert Johnson's InnerWork for a reference. In my first encounter with a character from one of my dreams, I was told to stop eating meat. And while the character and I spoke about my resistance to being told what to do, I knew that I did not stand a chance.

So today is day 1. The person that will suffer the most will be Eric. He will have to get meat on his own. And ChannelChow will become a vegetarian cooking blog. omg.

Buffalo Pasta Sauce

I went to farmer and the cook tonight to pick up ingredients for dinner.  We have been sick for like 2 weeks in my house and i was tired of soup.  It felt like we needed more fortification.  Sometimes getting dinner stuff at FnC is hard.  They have the freshest most amazing local organic produce in town but the shelves are lacking the other stuff that I want.

I left with some frozen ground buffalo, kale, egg noodle pasta and a can of crushed tomatoes.

Here is what I did:

1. Defrosted buffalo meat under warm water.
2. Start pot of water to boil
3. In a heavy Crueset dutch oven like pot, heat some olive oil.
4. Break up buffalo meat and brown.  Grind some fresh pepper into the meat while browning
5. While meat is browning, find some bacon(!) in your fridge left over from the holidays.
6. Slice up 3 strips of bacon.  
7. While meat is still browning, mince up 1/2 a yellow onion and the rest of the carrots from Sunday's farmer's market.
8. When meat has browned, remove from pan and add bacon.  Cook up bacon until fat has been rendered and done to your liking.  Remove.
9. Add a little extra olive oil to pot and add onions and carrots.  (If I had had celery or fennel, I would have used some of that too.)  Stir and start the saute process.  Add your desired herbs and spices.  Tonight I had some fresh sage in the fridge so I minced up some of that and added dried thyme, Mexican oregano, red chili flakes.  Once the onions and carrots were browned, I poured a little port into pot to deglaze it.  (If wine were open, I would have used that).
10. I added the meats back in and mixed well, then added the tomato mixture back in.  
11. By this time the water was boiling, but I wanted the sauce to have a chance to meld, so I turned the water off.  
12. I found some sun dried tomatoes in the fridge, so I thinly sliced about 5 of those up and added them to the pan.  I added a little extra pepper flakes and ground pepper for more spice.
13. I thinly sliced up the beautiful amazing kale from Steve and added that and stirred it in.  (We need the Kale in this house for fortification).
14. Turned the water back on.  That egg pasta cooks in 4 minutes.
15. I tossed the egg pasta with a little butter (this is totally cheating).  And served the pasta with a little splash of olive oil and Parmesan for grating.

Both Geordie and Eric liked it.  I did too.

My Little Brother's Ribs

My little brother is here, visiting.  Tonight he made us up ribs.  Finger lickin' yummy.  The vinegar bath of the ribs established a tangy base that held the space for the rest of the flavors. Here is basically how he did it:

1. In a large roasting pan with high sides, place racks of ribs.  In pan, pour a mixture of enough white vinegar and dark beer to partially submerge ribs.  Ribs do not have to be completely covered.

2. Bake at 350 for about 2 hours.  Turn and baste after 1st hour.  You are trying to balance getting them done with too done.  Too done, and the meat will peal off the bone and it will be hard to grill.

3. Meanwhile, make the spice rub.  A combination of mostly dark brown sugar, salt and pepper, paprika, cayenne, and toasted ground cumin seeds.  (Brown Sugar is 2:1 of all the other spices).

4.  Meanwhile, make the sauce.  A combination of 3.5 cups ketchup, 1 cup of red wine vinegar, salt and pepper, paprika, cayenne, 3 tbl. of brown sugar, 2 tbl. of Worcestershire, fresh chopped garlic, 2 tsp. of dried mustard, 1/2 lemon.  Put in a pot, bring to a boil and allow to simmer for about 15 minutes, stirring.  (Geordie says he usually puts red pepper flakes in but forgot tonight.  This would have been good to balance the sweetness.)

5.  Once meat is starting to fall off bone, ribs are done.  Pull from oven and sprinkle rub on the ribs on all sides.  Fire up the grill.

6. Place racks on grill for about 10 to 15 minutes depending on heat of grill.  Then start to base with bbq sauce and grill for another 10 to 15 minutes. 

Surrender to the Meat Party: A Cooking Anxiety Dream

Had my first dinner party anxiety dream last night. Compelled to share it. Reveals my cooking control freak perfectly.

I had invited a group of people over to my house for dinner, but had been somewhat lame in making sure to invite everyone and not committed enough to really make sure they were coming.

Instead of preparing for the dinner party, I spent the day snorkeling with Allison and giant earthworms underwater. (This was a whole separate bizarre chapter of the dream).

When it struck 6:00pm, the time when people were supposed to be arriving, I had not yet started to cook anything. Of course, I had bought ingredients to that would require at least 5 hours to prepare and I was debating what to do, I resolved that we would all just get burritos at Jim n' Robs.

When I came downstairs, my little brother Geordie and friend John Fonteyn had cooked up all the food, but not in the way I would have. They had created a 1950's style meat fest. All the food looked like those funny colorized photos from the late 50s, early 60s cookbooks. So as I was scanning the crown roast with ham cold cuts tucked inside, the dried up pork chops slathered in ground beef and onions, the roasted chickens all torn up in caveman portions, and the maraschino cherry pot roast, I was in suspension between feeling grateful and frustrated. Dinner had been made unasked and lovingly, but it was not the way I wanted it. People were already arrived and more were coming, and I was going to be judged on the food.

The tension was unbelievable. And as I watched John from Krotona, a strict vegetarian, scan the offerings and not find anything, my sense of failure was immense. I woke up feeling helpless and ungrateful.

The advice I am gleaning this morning:
1. When you put something in motion, it will happen and you better show up for it.
2. If you are going to insist on doing it all yourself, then really do it.
3. But instead, why don't you notice the support that is there for you and work with it.
4. Your ideas about the way things should be will keep you from growing.
5. Soften your food snobbery.
6. And say thank you.